TOPPLED DREAMS

I like you more than anything

I wish you here today

but with him here with me

I can't like you in that way.

I've gotten myself in

love so very deep

that now I try not

to sit down and weep.

I've ruined my chances

but I've also helped them too

being with him

I'm always with you.

There's no way I can hide it

for you is who I feel

but with him always there

it never will be real.

I could never break up

and leave him in the dust

though you'r the one

I cry and pray and lust.

He is real nice and also sweet

but he isn't what I want

I know I'm facing sin

my heart is where it haunts.

I like you far too much

to let you slip away

someday we'll be together

for this is what I pray.

He's toppled my dreams

and I'm starting to fall

I still care for you

and him hardly at all.

I've ruined all my chances

but also helped them too

cause the one I really care

is the one and only you!