I'LL LIVE AND DIE

One more time

I've said "I'm sorry"

but still it's just 

the same old story.

I think that I

have tried my best

and yet our friendship

stays at rest.

So many times

I've wished you here

but you just want 

to disappear.

I've tried and tried

to let you be

but still I want you

here with me.

I carve your name

into my skin

to keep you here

where you've been.

I thought that it

would cease the pain

I hold inside

my heart that's slain.

The scar will heal 

and go away

just like you

did that day.

The smell of you 

lingers inside

it stands behind

the tears I've cried.

I cannot handle

all this pain

and every fight

drives me insane.

I'm sorry that

I made you go

but you're the only

life I know.

Now I'll tell you

as I cry

for you I lived

and I'll die.

One more thing

I want to say

before I leave

and walk away.

I know our love

reached its end

but can't you even

be my friend?