NO JOKE

I went to him

for advice

that was when

he was so nice.

Then just like that

he turned away

I cannot face

another day.

The life I live

is a lie

and therefore

I must die.

Do not stop me

I have to go

all his hints

have told me so.

Tell to him

I said goodbye

and when I'm gone

Rum, please don't cry.

When it came to him

I tried and tried

"when all else fails

try suicide."

I know that's what

I have to do

it doesn't leave

me and you.

Believe me Rum

it's not a joke

you should know

my heart is broke.

My reason is

oh can't you see

to put him out

of misery.

Say goodbye

to everyone

won't he be happy

the day I'm done?!