THIS GOODBYE

I'm sick of things

how they are

so if you walk

I'll run as far.

I cannot take

this struggle here

for what I fight

I also fear.

I hate this life

and every day

since the time

you walked away.

I hate the fact

I can't let go

of all this love

I cannot show.

I cannot take

the tears I've cried

from hidden hurt

I've felt inside.

I hate it how

we split apart

and how you had to

break my heart.

I can't accept

the choice you made

you left me here

to be afraid.

I hate my life

that I live

and all this love

I cannot give.

I cannot hate 

to get me by

instead I love

and always cry.

I want for us 

to make amends

to settle down

and just be friends.

I want for us

to give our all

so I can stand up

from the fall.

I want my life

to be complete

cuz I still hurt

from this defeat.

I just want

for you to try

cuz I can't handle

this goodbye.